3/30/11

Cute Baby Shamira

My friend PJ just had a niece last month. She was named Shamira, a cute baby from his sister Lendy. I could tell she is PJ's niece because they are look alike. Their nose and their ice are the same. His sister must have been so proud of her baby. Though she doesnt have a husband, his brother PJ promised her that he would take care of her and her baby.

Melai and I wanted to pay a visit to finally see the baby in flesh. I've only seen her from the facebook pictures PJ is posting in his account. I would like to give this baby something special so I checked the net for any cute baby stuff and found this cute preschool mat from posylane. I want to buy her that cute ladybug nap mat. So colorful and handy. I told Melai about the site and she would like to order that litle stephen joseph backpacks quilted backpack so Shamira's mom can put in her stuff all in one cute bag. I was overwhelmed by that huge collection of baby stuff and have found a cute lunch totes that I would like to buy as a gift for my nephew on his 4th birthday. Empoy would start his schooling this school year and this little cute mint lunch box would look good on him. I was planning to visit him next week for his birthday. I wasn’t able to see him for almost 4 months now, the last time I’ve seen him was last Christmas. I hope he likes my lunch box gift for him. I’m happy I was able to stumble upon Posylane, a great site especially for those who doesn't have any idea on what to give to toddlers. I would place an order for those two products later.

3/4/11

Waiting...

I don't know but lately I've been feeling so down lately. Since our Operations Manager started barging our calls for the last three days,. They said it's a random audit but four of my teammates already has been barged at and she started only in our team. I hate that feeling. A feeling that anytime, you can be kicked out of your job. Hayz I guess I feel that I am not ready to lose this job yet. I don't have any savings right now. Imagine, ten years of working and no savings yet! I admit, my current salary is more than P25,000 and my sister is the one paying for the house...my only responsibility is our food, our utilities, our transportation and my parent's allowance which if added all in all...would only amount to around P15,000. I could save around P10,000 monthly and yet saving P3,000 is such a painful task for me to do. Maybe because I am the only one working for me and my hubby. I can't blame him. At those times when he does have a job, I always ask him to stay with me and be absent especially when it's my rest day. He's been without job for three years now and I guess our situation would be different if were both working. I just hope that he could get a permanent job soon so I my plan of resigning next year and  be a full time blogger would come to reality.Lately, I have been irritated with my hubby, maybe because I can't see a drive in him to uplift our standard of living. He always say he would find a job but he really didn't do anything...he is just waiting for my instruction. He should be the one leading the way, directing the way we should live. He should be the one to do the planning and yet he is waiting for my instructions all the time. I hope he could find a way to make our lives easier...






3/3/11

Change In Attitude

Well' I'm back again on this blog. I'm ashamed of not being able to stick to my plans...I can't take the fact that am already 31 years old but I only have P3,000 on my bank account. I am already earning around P30,000 monthly and yet, I wasn't able to save. I've been working for almost ten years now and yet, I still feel I'm still starting in my career. Yes, I am afraid. Afraid to lose, afraid to be laughed at, afraid to be alone. I don't want to take risks and thinks negatively in every application. I definitely hate myself. I don't want to live like this anymore but I don't know how to start. I know I have the capacity to be rich but I don't have the proper discipline to reach that goal. Lord, help me to change my attitude. I don't want to be a happy go lucky girl anymore, I want results. I want good results. I hope the next time I vent out my feelings as honestly as this one...I already have good news. For now, wish me luck.

3/1/11

My Dream House

I've been wanting to get a house of my own for the last five years now but haven't decided yet on where I want to have it built. Will it be near where my current office is located or should it be near to where my mom is currently residing in Montalban. I need to make sure that the village where we'll build our dream house would be a safe and a peaceful environment. I've been sketching some drafts of my dream house and one of which does have an attic. It also does have an outdoor lighting and a swimming pool in the garden which I will also decorate with outdoor ceiling lighting. I bet it would be the highlight of the house. The garden would also have those pretty landscape lighting where I would entertain my guests on maybe some dinner parties. I am really excited to have this plan materialize and hopefully I could be able to get my dream house next year after my retirement. I plan to resign late this year and the retirement fund I'll gonna receive from our company would be used to build the house. I hope God would bless this plan of mine and hopefully all my dreams including this one would come true. Wish me luck.