What A Crazy Month

It's been the craziest one month of my life so far. For one month, I've been living in a big lie and a big fantasy. I thought everything would be easy but it's as complicated as complicated can be. I need to reorganize everything as it has been ruined by a certain feeling I keep for a certain person. I know for a fact that it is wrong but I continue to cherish it hoping one day, the fantasy would materialize. But I was wrong, things only went from bad to worse and it came to a point that it's already uncontrollable. I need to stop this feeling before I could hurt someone who values me more than himself. I know I need to end this beautiful dream and face whatever reality in store for me. I would be stronger this time I promise and would forever forget what transpired that crazy month.