FOR HOW LONG?

October 8, 2008
TUESDAY, 6:13 PM

I can't explain what I am feeling today. It's just so happen that a former batchmate, teammate and a friend left the office without saying goodbye to us. We don't even had a clue that he will be resigning. I am talking about our "papang" Pedro Sarcia. We used to call him papang because he is one of the seniors (as in senior citizen) of the team. He is also an ECE graduate like me but the only difference is that he is a licensed ECE! He graduated from CCP, the school where my hubby graduated. We really have a lot in common that's why I felt so sad that he left. Things like this makes me think twice if I would still pursue my plan of sticking with my present employer for three more years especially now that my friends at the office are leaving.

My eyes were opened on the reality that nothing in this world is permanent when my first TL - TL Chrisse was transferred to one of our offices in Bacolod. Then suddenly, my friend and sisterette Ivy followed and went to Dubai. Gherj, one of my closest friends also left to pursure her dream of being a programmer...then Shai, one of my teammates was forced to resign because of her failing scorecards. My batchmates are also planning to leave the company right after we've reached our second year... Julei, Paupau and Niknok (who by the way left already just a few days back) and what's worse...Ice, my closest batchmate and friend at the office is also planning to leave come December together with my gay friend Mamu.

As I mentioned earlier, I dont intend to resign for the next three years because my job pays me well... but with the negative vibes going around the office - I can't help but think twice. I plan to retire three years from now and I intend to have CVG as my last employer before I jump off to another venture which is putting up my own business and be a full time blogger.
Lord, I pray that everything will be OK. Whatever you want to do in my life for your own glory...please make it happen. I trust you and I believe that whatever decisions I may take in the future... I know its all under your will. May you be glorified in everything I do. Amen.

Christmas Gift for Myself

SEPT. 28, 2008
SUNDAY 9:00 am

God day everyone! We woke up just now because nanood pa si Jojo ng "Walang Tulugan" ni Kuya Germs. Hahaha. Even though I am really not a fan of the show, in fact i have so many subcomments - I enjoy watching it because of Shalala. He (or she) has a segment with German Moreno and they tackle Showbiz intrigues today and even in the past. Shalala is so funny and I would keep on watching "Walang Tulugan" just because of his segment.

Anyways last Friday, I with my gay friend Mamu strolled at Robinsons and we treat ourselves at Teriyaki Boy. Grabe, all we were talking about was boys, boys, boys! We even saw RJ of Pinoy Dream Academy at the restaurant and I was star struck, hahaha! I was shocked to see how he looks because anyone can say that he really looks feminine. No joke. Mamu also said (with his "gay-dar" ON) that he look like one... well, who are we to judge. Maybe he just looks vain and maybe he is really a macho man (in which I doubt, hehehe).
After a hearty lunch, we strolled and looked for a laptop. I would love to buy a laptop this Christmas so I can blog to sawa wherever I am. Instead of going the straight route, my gay friend would go to a direction where there are "cute boys" either walking our direction or those that are in their own stalls. I almost cried in laughter when I catched mamu staring at one of those macho barber cleaning their stall in a barbershop. Hay. I went home at around 4:30 PM and just bought food for Jojo.

My restdays (Saturday and Sunday) was spent where else but at home, doing things for my blog. I intend to spend more time and energy on this money making scheme of mine as Christmas is fast approaching and I am saving for a new laptop. I want the new ASUS laptop, the handy one because I want to bring it along with me especially when I am travelling. I want to keep it on my bag so I can blog whenever there's time. I hope I can save enough for my "christmas present". This is how my new laptop look like...


and here are the specs...

Specifications

Display	8.9” Display, 1024 x 600 resolution
Color	Pearl White, Black
CPU	Intel® Mobile CPU
Processor	Intel Mobile Chipset
Memory	DDR II 1GB
Display Card	Intel UMA
Storage	12GB (4GB built-in + 8GB flash) SSD (Microsoft Windows OS Version) 20GB (4GB built-in +16GB flash) SSD (Linux OS Version)
Audio	HD audio / built-in speakers
Wireless	Built-in 802.11b/g
Camera	1.3M Pixel webcam
Storage Cards	SD / MMC (SDHC)
Input / Output	3xUSB / VGA-out (D-Sub, 15pin) / earphone jack / mic / RJ45 10/100 Mbps
Power	Output: 12V, 36W; Input: 100-240V AC, 50/60Hz universal
Operating System	Windows XP Home / Linux
Dimensions	22.5cm(W) x 17.0cm(D) x 2cm~3.38cm(H)
Weight	0.99 kg

I really hope God would allow me to buy this through my hard earned money from blogging. I will update you soon! God Bless!

IM INSPIRED TO BLOG!

SEPTEMBER 21
SUNDAY 7:30 PM

I stumble upon Joedel's site today and I may say... I really admire him. Why? Because two years ago, in our little cubicle on our previous office where my take home pay would normally evolve around P6,000/month...we had been talking about how happy would it be if we only learn how to make money online and work at home instead of traveling to and fro the office with a salary as little as we are receiving at that time. And now, since Joe resigned from our previous company...things seems to work very fine for him. I've read on his most recent post and he showed all the fruit of his perseverance... after only 6 months after resigning from his previous job and worked full time in his quest to work at home... he was able buy a new car! He said he also was able to help pay for her mother's operation and is now investing his hard earned money on a lot in Tarlac where they will settle with his soon to be wife. What's interesting about this is that Joe is only 23 years old and yet he knows how to handle his money wisely. He is the one who taught me to how to make earn money through blogging and I owe him everything I've learned about this scheme. I just hope and pray I can earn as much as he does. The last time I was able to chat with him... he said he is earning not less than $100/day through online blogging
which is equivalent for what I am receiving in a month's time. Hayyy. I really hope I can find more time blogging so that I could earn more as well and make my family happy also. Need to sleep now for my shift later at 4:00 am... this is the first day we'll gonna handle dsl calls other than home networking... I hope I handle it very well. I'm really inspired to work on my blog because of what Joedel posted on his site... I know I can make it as well. If he can do it, so can I! Aja! Good night everyone!

Prayer Request

SEPTEMBER 13
SUNDAY

grabe, sobrang tumal ng review offers ngayon. Haaay... I am so worried about my money making experiment that I added a few more blogs so I can submit those again on those paid to post sites. I used to earn at least $10 a day from it because of my PR3 blog, but since google slapped my PR (for 3 of my blogs and left me with one with PR1) ... those review offers I receive are getting less. Well, I think that's a life of on online blogger. Sometimes you got it all, sometimes you're left with none. Actually, I have 2 review offers at hand - one is for $10 (minus 35% commission of the site) and a $5 review (minus commission) offer which would give me a total of barely $10 for both reviews. I am thankful for every blessings I am getting no matter how big or small it is.... I just hope I can find more ways on how to make money online as many people depends on me. My live in partner Jojo does'nt have a regular job right now and is just managing to help me on my online venture. He usually is the one who visits sites and put in comments to help me promote my blogs. He also the "clicker" who clicks on those PTC sites and the survey taker for those survey sites I joined. We are planning to have a home based business but were still on the brainstorming stage right now. I hope and pray that everything would going to be fine for us. I know that my salary is not enough for both of us especially that our transportation expenses eats up most of my salary... I just hope I can find more ways to earn now that I have a "talent" and all the resources for it. I plan to retire after 3 years...I mean, I don't want to work for others anymore. It's either I'll gonna concentrate on my blogging scheme or I'll gonna be an entrepreneur myself... but I thought to myself, how can i do that if the only savings I have in the bank is P1500? Yup, nakakahiya mang aminin, I only have P1,500 in the bank after working for almost 6 years now. That's sad indeed. I hope I can have the will and the drive to save something for my future and I hope and pray God would help me achieve it. I know God knows better than I... there's a greater thing that would happen anytime soon. By faith I pray, amen!

Finally, Im Back!

SEPTEMBER 12
FRIDAY

well, how long have i parked this blog and never tried posting anything..not even one? hmmm...yeah, it's been 7 months since my last post. As you can see, the first entry shows the feeling of a girl excited about how to live her life, encouraging others to make the most out of it, telling people not to be afraid of showing her true self. It is still my predicament till now... I still believe the since we only live once - we might as well make the right decisions. It's either hit or miss, win or lose, success or failure. I hope I can impart to you how I fight my own life battles and how God help me endure through it all. I've been blogging for sometime now...say, almost five years. I've learned to impart a part of me and was able to gain friendship through it and I hope I can post as honestly as possible on this blog. Welcome and I hope you enjoy your stay!

peeping jojo...

FEBRUARY 22
FRIDAY



what are you looking at?

i came from the office at around 3:30 am - on our office ( i am working in a call center) - if the volume of calls are not so heavy, they allow their employees to file VGH (Voluntary Go Home)
and they are usually permitted to go home earlier than their usual shift.

I applied for VGH because i want to enjoy my birthday. I will be turning 28 this February 22nd and I definitely want to enjoy it. So after my good friend Gherj treat me out for early morning breakfast - off I went home and had a nice time with my boyfriend Jojo.

We cooked "pinakbet" - i want to eat healthy foods from now on as I am not getting any younger - and while waiting for the meal to cook - I took a picture of him on our living room. It's kind'a  funny... it's like he is looking for something outside but he is afraid of being caught....

the whole day was spent in bed.... the breeze is so cold and it's the best time to rest. Tomorrow - I know Ill gonna be busy... will update you as to where and how I celebrated my birthday...

THE STORY OF MY LIFE

I know I told you on my last post that I will think of a topic to use for this blog and will just post it the tomorrow...unfortunately it took me almost 25 days before I can think of something....and you can't believe what I think I need to do for this blog....

I think I want to use this as my online diary...well, is'nt it kind'a usual? Usually you blog because you want to pour out your feelings, you want to take note of what your views are about a certain topic, or you just want to blog about something. Well, that's what I intend to do with this blog. I want to be as personal as possible so I don't think I can use this for my online blog reviews. Anyway, it's ok...let my other blogs serve that purpose.

Thank you for visiting... I intend not to inform my friends that a blog of mine like this do exists. I don't want them to know everything about me. I don't want them to know what I feel about a certain thing or a certain person...I just created this blog to have an outlet...to take note of my frustations...happiness...fears....excitement....

Thank you for reading this...I don't expect you to continue to read but if you want to hold on and read anyway...you're always welcome to drop by....


THIS IS MY STORY. THIS IS MY LIFE. I HOPE I AM ABLE TO GLORIFY GOD THROUGH THIS JOURNEY OF MINE....

WELCOME TO MY WORLD....