3/4/11

Waiting...

I don't know but lately I've been feeling so down lately. Since our Operations Manager started barging our calls for the last three days,. They said it's a random audit but four of my teammates already has been barged at and she started only in our team. I hate that feeling. A feeling that anytime, you can be kicked out of your job. Hayz I guess I feel that I am not ready to lose this job yet. I don't have any savings right now. Imagine, ten years of working and no savings yet! I admit, my current salary is more than P25,000 and my sister is the one paying for the house...my only responsibility is our food, our utilities, our transportation and my parent's allowance which if added all in all...would only amount to around P15,000. I could save around P10,000 monthly and yet saving P3,000 is such a painful task for me to do. Maybe because I am the only one working for me and my hubby. I can't blame him. At those times when he does have a job, I always ask him to stay with me and be absent especially when it's my rest day. He's been without job for three years now and I guess our situation would be different if were both working. I just hope that he could get a permanent job soon so I my plan of resigning next year and  be a full time blogger would come to reality.Lately, I have been irritated with my hubby, maybe because I can't see a drive in him to uplift our standard of living. He always say he would find a job but he really didn't do anything...he is just waiting for my instruction. He should be the one leading the way, directing the way we should live. He should be the one to do the planning and yet he is waiting for my instructions all the time. I hope he could find a way to make our lives easier...






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